Love Always, Anna

This is the product of my brain in cyberspace. I'm an east coast girl livin' on the west one. Just trying to figure out how to get from one day to the next with a little sunshine in my life. I hope you enjoy. Feedback is always welcome. Love Always, Anna Photobucket

August 24, 2010 2:49 am
"Anna Thinks: If something isn’t happening for you, it doesn’t mean it’s never going to happen. It means you’re not ready for it."
August 23, 2010 11:36 pm
"Anna Thinks: The most important parties to attend are the ones you’re not supposed to go to."
August 19, 2010 7:49 am
2:19 am
"Weeds are flowers too, once you get to know them."
July 12, 2010 4:16 pm

Just a Silly Girl

Mirror, Mirror, on the wall who’s the biggest fool of all? 

It must be the girl who won’t stop crying.

Or, maybe the girl who kept on trying.

What does it take to really learn a lesson? I don’t understand why I keep making the same mistakes over and over. Why is it even when every bone in my body tells me he doesn’t give a shit about me as soon as he reappears I agree to see him. What about me is it that wants to be miserable? I know he’ll flake, I know he only wants to see me in hopes I’ll sleep with him, and I haven’t spoken to him in a year. Yet, a magic text message and I’m in the same place I was at 19. I’ve known him for three years, has anything changed ever? Do I subconsciously hope he’ll all of a sudden like me? I didn’t enjoy him back then so why do I want him again now? He’s too short, too feminine, too inconsiderate, bad in bed, a terrible liar. So why is it I want to see him? I’d like to say I’m a smart girl. Why do I make stupid choices, continually? I wish I could be strong and tell him what a tool I think he is. It’s like cleaning your room though, can’t throw anything out cause what if you need or want it later? Then you’ll be out of luck…